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Fri Oct 9, 2009, 5:24 PM
...okay. Maybe FML isn't a good way to describe my mood.

BUT I FEEL SUCKISH.
Glowbowl sucked. I paid ten effing dollars for three glasses of soda and a slice of pizza. Didn't even bowl because NOBODY WAS EFFING THERE. Only the little kids.
I saw Nic and Ian and Julian and Rachel and Akane at this one little burger place.
Didn't get to talk to Nic, just got hugs.
He can't text at the moment.
Amanda was off with Taylor the entire time - thanks best friend.
I DIDN'T GET ANY EFFING PHOTOBOOTH PICTURES.
I feel like complete sh*t right now.
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.
I think I just wanna see Nic. I hate seeing him, though, 'cause everytime I do I just miss him more than when I last saw him.
I hope to god Alyse gets on Facebook chat soon....

I hate how I'm feeling.

That's all, folks.

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Nothing.
  • Reading: Uglies

Best friend + Boy = Facebook Disaster.

Wed Oct 7, 2009, 5:30 PM
Facebook argument on her status. Should explain.
(Best friend is Arie [changed all the names 'cause I felt like it, besides the mentioned Alex, Travis, and Erik. Those are their real names. Don't ask why I don't feel like changing those.])

Arie
Super bored glad that todays almost over really bad dayyyyy : (

Hailey
:'(

Arie
Thing is i cant forget about him he's amazing

Me
Goodness, child. Give uppp :/

Hailey
have u told him that thing i said u should do????

Kate
Awww arie... just give up.

Hailey
its not that easy :(

Arie
Just shut up all of you just ughhhhhhh i cant get over him just stop havent any of you felt this way ugh

Hailey
im not telling u to get over him tho

Arie
i know you arent but they are

Me
But you know that YOU are only going to get hurt.
BECAUSE, GUESS WHAT. It always happens.
Yeah, I've felt this way. You know I have. But sometimes you have to give up things you want. Because maybe it's better that way.

Arie
Shut up

Kate
Arie listen to max she knows what shes talking about... and believe me we have ALL felt this way hailey just wont admit it

Maddie
hey baby girl, i pinky promise it will get better eventually. love you and miss you! (and trust me, we have all been there!) ♥

Hailey
i have, thats why im not telling her to get over it, that just makes it worse

Arie
Shut the hell up max your pissing me off ok im not talking to you right now your my best friend your supposed to support me

Arie
Aww thanks maddie i cant wait till next year so i'll have you to talk to at ec! I love you

Me
Fighting over Facebook status....
HAH. Thankyou Kate.
I know telling people to get over other people doesn't make it better. But it's really true.

Betty
Mayb you guys shud mind ur own business. If u don't have something nice or encouraging to say. DON'T SAY IT!!!!!
Jeez. If she's already had a ruff day u shudn't make it any worse!!! I LOVE YOU MANDA!!!!!

Me
WEEELLLL THENNN....
Rofl, I'm not really mad. But it's sad to hear a such good friend have a rough day...all the time...because of one person.

Betty
Well... does she go to you every single day and bother u with this???? If not I don't think u have a say in this!!! :) SO honestly it's not all the time for you then, NOW IS IT???

Me
You have no idea how much she does.
Sorry for hijacking your status, Panda girl.

Arie
You know what i really care about him and he cares about me so what ever i dont need your opinion. Ms. Negative i mean really dont you want me to be happy and for me to be happy is to be with him and see him happy. Because he always can put a smile on my face when what your doing is making things worse i cant believe you i have been there for you and travis and alex and erik. Why cant you be supportive.

Katie
Ok arie.... ive told you this before, do whatever you think is best and easiest for you.... :) Dont worry about it

Arie
Thank you kate

Betty
Seeee I like the comments Kate and Maddie put out there!!! ;)

Me
THEN IF HE CARES ABOUT YOU WHY DOES HE MAKE YOU HURT SO MUCH.
Please answer for me. I know you've been here and done that for me, and I appreciate it. I don't mean to be negative. But I know that you also have your share of negativity with all three of those people. You can't say you haven't.

Me
OH YEAH. And Max does absolutely nothing.

Arie
He doesnt always hurt me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maddie
miss arie, i believe that hearing all of this must NOT be making you feel to good, but just remember, im here! if you wanna talk i'll listen love you to much and im sorry this is happening :(

Arie
Thank you i love you too drama just sucks ecspecially if your friend doesnt support your decision


-insert Betty Maddie ily I'm here for you crap right here-

Arie
Ya im just glad i have such great friends


...I'm not as mad as I was.
But Jesus Christ. All I FREAKING DO IS HELP.
I wasn't even planning on being upset. I just said awhhh, as in I FEEL BAD FOR YOU BEST FRIEND.


God. Help?

  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: Three Days Grace fools.
  • Reading: Uglies

Boreddd..

Sat Sep 19, 2009, 9:15 AM
Stolen from :iconximpasse:


1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
Nahhh.

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
Not really. Though, I always seem to get into it somehow.

3. Are you a girly girl?:
I wouldn't call myself it, nooo.

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
Alexxx<3

5. Small or large purses?:
Either.

6. Are you Short?:
4' 11" is short, isn't it?

7. Do you like somebody?:
I like most of the people I know x_O I like a few people, yes.

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
Turn around and either laugh or smack them across the face.

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Yes.

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
UBCORES!

11. Are you double jointed?
My fingers are.

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
Mmmm...smashed in a room with five other boys (4th graders and 7th graders) XD

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
Noooo.

14. Is there of rumor going around about you?:
That I like Caleb....? Otherwise, no.

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
Nah, haha.

16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?:
This says Girl Confessions...? XD

"X" Marks the spot:
[x] I do wear make up. [Almost always]
[ ] I have cried at a movie theatre.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[x] I like country [Only old stuff my dad showed me when I was like 8]
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing. [Somewhat]
[ ] I've been called a bad influence.
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.


Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?:
White.

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
Eitherrr.

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Not really...?

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
Quite a few.

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
Maybeeee...

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:
Thought, yeahhh. But I'm already superdooper purty, soooo -endbeingconceited-

7. Do you like your life?:
Yupyup

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
Nah XD

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
Nooooo.

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
I'd say more girls, but I get along with both.

11. How long have you had Facebook?:
A month or so.

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?:
Nahhh...but I have hit them on the head with plastic bottles :3

13. What are your biggest fears?:
The dark, drowning...dying D:

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Yeahhhh

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
Mmmhmmmm.

16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?:
No....?

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
Sure XD

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
Sometimessss.

19. Are you currently missing someone?:
Yeaahhhh.


This guy or that guy?

Punk/Goth or Gangster?: Punk

Preppy or Cowboy?: Preppy, haha.

Face or Body?: Face.

Sweet or Sexy?: Sweet.

Well-educated or Dropout?: In the middle?

Armani or Abercrombie?: Either.

City-slicker or Rural Guy?: City-slickerrr.

Blue, green, grey, or brown eyes?: Really anything.

Contacts or Glasses?: Depends on how you look in them.


More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?: Eyeliner.
02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?: ?
04. Skirts or pants?: Eitherrr. Gimmeh sum skinniz.
05. Socks or leggings?: Leggings
06. Hoodies or jackets?: Jackets.
07. Heels or sneakers?: Vans and Converse, Vans and Converse.
08. Straight or curly hair?: Both.
09. Hoop or dangling earrings?: Dangling.
10. White or black?: Black
11. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works? Mmmm...Bath and Body has yummo stuff.
12. Smoothies or lattes?: BOTH.
13. Diet or regular sodas?: Regulaaaaarr.
15. Pearls or diamonds?: Diamonds.
16. Vintage or boho?: Vintage.
17. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?: Don't recognize the difference.
18. Lindsay or Hilary?: Neither
19. Ipod or cell phone?: No choosey D:
20. Friends or family?: Friends and Fam.
21. Lip gloss or lip stick?: Gloss, even though it gets stuck in your bangs.
22. Manicure or pedicure?: Pedicure, I guess.
23. Tiffany’s or Chanel?: Chanel.
24. Love or peace?: Love.
25. Sunglasses or purses?: SUNGLASSES


In a guy...

Funny or Serious?: Mostly funny, can be serious.
Romantic or Daredevil?: Romantic.
Cute or Hot?: Cute
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?: Either.
Long Hair or Short Hair?: Long.
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?: Straight, mostly.
Clean-cut or Rough?: Clean-cut.
Good Dancer or Good Singer?: Singer.
Basketball Player or Football Player?: Football.
Jock or Rebel?: Rebel-ish.
Smoker or Non-smoker?: Non smoker.
Druggie or Clean?: Cleanplz D:
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?: FERRARI!!
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?: Clean.
Younger or Older?: Eitherrr...
Player or Loyal?: Who wants a player....?

annnn, bcuz ime soh b0rd...

Girls to fill out about boys. Or boys to fill out about girls. Or girls to fill out about girls. Or boys to fill out about boys.


Turned ON or OFF or DC (don't care)


Is taller than you: ON

Dresses Gangsta: OFF

Dresses Gothic: DC

Dresses Skater: ON

Dresses Emo: ON

Dresses preppy: DC

Cuts themselves: OFF

Has green eyes: ON

Has blue eyes: ON

Has Brown eyes: ON

Has hazel eyes: DC

Drinks alcohol: OFF

Smokes cigarettes: OFF

Smokes weed: OFF

Plays sports: OFF

Calls you just to say hi: ON

Compliments you: ON

Good dancer: DC

Has piercings: ON

Wears jewelry: OFF

Has curly hair: DC

Has straight hair: ON

Has brown hair: ON

Has Black hair: ON

Has blond hair: ON

Has Red hair: OFF

No hair: OFF

Loyal: ON

Laid back: ON

Plays guitar: ON

Plays drums: DC

Plays piano: ON

Can draw: ON

Easily jealous: OFF

Has a tattoo: OFF

Has a lip ring: OFF

Has a tongue ring: OFF

Nipples pierced: OFF

Goes to church: DC

Hugs from behind: ON

Is original: ON

Makes eye contact on purpose: ON

1.How many crushes have you had since you were in kindergarden?
Ooooohhh...hmmmm....28. Yes, I counted them all out.

2.Who was your first kiss?
Nobody as of this moment.

3.Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
Rofl, no.

4.Favorite colors?
Blue and lime green

5. What are you wearing right now?
Pajamas :D

6. What is your favorite Christmas song?
They're all so fun XDD

7. What is your favorite season?
Winter

8.What is your favorite ice cream?
COOKIE DOUGH OMG

9. Do you like coffee?
Eeez guuuud.

10. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
Bear D:

11. What was the last book you read?
A Walk To Remember

12. Without looking, guess what time it is
10:20am

13. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
10:11am

14.What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
Whotextedme?

14. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Rofl, my adopted aunt almost put me in modeling as a 10 month old for GAP :P

15. How many tattoos do you have? Have you ever thought of getting one?
Thought of it, but I'm not gonna.

16. The glass half empty or half full?
Full.

17.Who is pretty ?
A bajillion people.

18. What school do you go to?
A middle school.

19.Favorite types of shoes?
Converse + Vans = Win.

20.Do you have a best friend?
Mattie, Amanda, and Alex.

  • Mood: Stuck
  • Listening to: Over and Over - Three Days Grace

x_____________________o

Fri Aug 28, 2009, 9:48 AM
I hate being freaking sick.
I hate it.
So much.
First day of school. Monday. Best day ever.
Second day of school. Tuesday. Awful day.
Third day of school. Wednesday. Stayed home sick. Repeat twice.

I've had a cough, an awful ongoing headache that sits inside of my head, waking up in the middle of the night (two nights ago, I woke up EVERY SINGLE HOUR. Sometimes twice in the SAME HOUR), being hot, and then feel freezing cold, while my body's still roasting.

Anyway, I missed school since my little brother didn't wake me up in time... ;;

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: The Killers<3
  • Playing: FP

Huzzah.

Tue Aug 11, 2009, 4:36 PM
Dewdddd...I doubt anybody really cares buuuuuttt....

I WENT TO FREAKING ORIENTATION TODAY!!!

Annndd I was so freaking happy to see everybodyyy. Miss them all so muchhhh. Some people look different, some don't.
I didn't get into HA, though. A tad bit bummed, science is really great in HA. But ohweeeellll. Haha I'm like aaaallll hyper now 8DDDDD

<3 Shibs

  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Listening to: Ghostbusters game...Stop and Stare - OneRepublic
  • Playing: FP
  • Eating: Nasty gummm..ew

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